The hardest decisions are difficult not because what you are letting go is all bad, it is because there is enough good that it has kept you for a time beyond what serves you. The excitement of my journey likely masked the torment I felt on leaving my job. Staying true to my nature, I kept this struggle quiet. For what good would it serve to show your struggle for a decision that you know is necessary? I am grateful for what was gained. I will cherish what was experienced. I mourned what was lost. And I do not doubt that there will be moments when I long for those beautiful days at Buena Vista.